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bucky barnes ★ winter soldier ([personal profile] missionreport) wrote in [community profile] 500m2021-03-21 04:06 pm

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Characters Winter Soldier, HYDRA!Steve Rogers
Fandoms: MCU
Rating: R
Summary: The Winter Soldier and the Captain's earlier days
whothehellissteve: (i know who i serve)

[personal profile] whothehellissteve 2025-07-28 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
There's something inside the Captain that feels a little like it's unraveling. Like the core of him is too hot, like he'll melt from the inside out, go up like a firebomb and all he knows is that he wants to take the Winter Soldier with him. Not because he wants to defeat him — although he certainly doesn't want to lose. Whatever losing looks like. He doesn't know. He doesn't know how this ends, or what winning or losing look like. What they're supposed to be doing, other than nothing that will kill or maim. What does victory look like — or defeat?

It feels like trying to think through mud, like the feeling crawling over him, starting at the center of his body where the Soldier's hand is touching him is wrapping up and around every limb and finger and toe and close-cropped hair on his head is stealing his ability to plan, to care, but that's not true. He still wants —

What does he want? He doesn't even fucking know, but he wants it all the same.

His eyes catch on the way the Soldier's expression is starting to slacken — and then the way it sharpens again, only to slacken before he shakes himself once more. Now the Captain grins, a sharp, feral thing, as he bucks his hips up hard into the Soldier's hand, the twinge of a second of too-tight, too-much in the Soldier's grip only adding to his pleasure instead of stifling it.

They're… heading for something, he thinks. Both of them, scrambling for whatever it is and he doesn't know how to get there first, and suddenly he isn't sure if he wants to. It's not that he wants to submit. It's not that he wants to lose. But he wants to see the Winter Soldier lose it, he wants those eyes to roll back into his head and — for whatever they're racing toward to happen. For him to hit the breaking point. The Captain wants to see that, suddenly, more than anything in the world.

He rolls them again, body twisting and arching as one elbow flies out to push the corner of the shelving out of the way. The Soldier goes over onto his back and the Captain suddenly rears away, pulls back — only for two firm hands to appear at the Soldier's hips, holding him down with a grip that will not be broken. The Captain puts his knees on the Soldier's thighs, pinning them to the cold concrete of the floor in the same immovable way. He arches up, cock thick and red and dribbling, slick and standing proud as it juts up against his belly.

And then the Captain's blue eyes, gone dark with pupils blown wide, catch the Soldier's gaze. He waits until it's clear the Soldier is looking him in the eyes — and then quick as lightning he bends over, takes the Soldier's cock in his mouth, all the way to the hilt, and gives him no mercy. No quarter. His teeth scrape lightly along the slick, salty skin, the flat of his tongue floods up the underside, his nostrils flare as he lets out a breath against the thatch of dark hair between the Soldier's legs — and then he sucks. Hard, and steady, and unrelenting.

He will make the Soldier's eyes roll back in his head. He will make the Soldier come undone, and it will be fucking amazing because he can think of nothing else he wants more, right now, and that must mean it will be a victory.