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bucky barnes ★ winter soldier ([personal profile] missionreport) wrote in [community profile] 500m2021-03-21 04:06 pm

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Characters Winter Soldier, HYDRA!Steve Rogers
Fandoms: MCU
Rating: R
Summary: The Winter Soldier and the Captain's earlier days
whothehellissteve: (just a little smug)

[personal profile] whothehellissteve 2025-05-16 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
The Soldier might be keeping his eyes on the Captain, but the Captain is watching him right back. His eyes aren’t cast down or closed, either — piercing blue-green zeroes in on the Winter Soldier’s own blue-gray eyes, and doesn’t let them go. He doesn’t even flinch when those metal fingers dig into his hair — it’s not like he hasn’t had his hair pulled before, in combat. It’s not like he can’t withstand it.

Even if there’s something different about the way the sharp pain registers in the back of his mind, this time. Some strange sensation, strange little shock of pleasure racing along his nerves at the same time. That’s… new, he thinks. Can’t be sure, of course. But he thinks it is. Despite having only a hazy frame of reference for times before, something about this test, this situation, feels different. He thinks, carefully, deep down where even he can’t really focus too much on it, that he might like it.

Or he would, if the damn Soldier wasn’t being so goddamned demanding, pulling the Captain back and forth on his cock like he doesn’t know what he wants, only it must be something like this. Except… except that’s pleasing in its own way, too, isn’t it. He says You need to do better, but what the Captain hears is I need more. And that… that is a position the Captain likes having him in, even when it seems like the Captain himself is at a disadvantage. It doesn’t feel like it, even when his jaw has to drop a little more, his throat has to strain against the girth of the Soldier’s cock down it, and yet all the Captain can think is, I did that.

And also, I want more, too.

That’s what makes him give the first suck — the idea of more despite the fact that he’s not sure how to get it any more than the Soldier is. But sucking, swallowing, those seem only natural, and so that’s what he does, throat constricting around the sensitive head as his mouth stretches wide, lips pink and wet with saliva and precome, a little trail of it dribbling from the corner of his lips. His eyes narrow, gaze still locked on the Soldier’s, and he starts to pull back a little on his own, experimentally, as he hears the barely-there whine of servos in the Soldier’s prosthetic signal he's about to slide him back again by the hair — only to rock forward again suddenly, hard, with a wet slurping noise as he tries to inhale at the same time. Metal fingers tear at his short hair, but his own thighs tense and he’s got enough leverage to force himself back and forth on the Soldier’s cock, rather than being made to do it. He adds the sucking and swallowing again, and again, the noise of it filling his ears almost louder than the blood already roaring in them.

There’s no real rhythm to it at first, but the Captain is HYDRA’s premier asset. He is smart, he is intuitive, and he is a fast learner. He sets his own pace, using his sheer strength to resist when the Soldier tries to pull or push him sooner than he wants to be pulled or pushed. His lungs do start to burn, but he can take it. He can take anything the Soldier throws at him. And more.

One hand suddenly slides down between the Soldier’s legs, fumbling for his balls, squeezing firm but careful, rolling them in a big, rough, warm palm, then squeezing, then pressing, then rolling again. A thought flashes through his mind: I wonder what he tastes like there — and quick as a thought, he flings himself back and pulls off the Soldier’s hard shaft with a wet sound. But then he’s diving right back in, tilting his head to suck the Soldier’s balls into his mouth as the hand that had been squeezing them slides up along the Soldier’s spit-slick cock instead, twisting at the head before slipping back down again to squeeze hard at the thick base.
Edited 2025-05-16 03:40 (UTC)
whothehellissteve: (even super soldiers get helmet hair)

[personal profile] whothehellissteve 2025-05-27 12:37 am (UTC)(link)
The Captain, likewise, doesn’t know how the assessment is being scored, or how to win. But he, too, knows in his bones that whatever the rubric, the winner will be the one who’s punished less.

And he knows, just as deep, that the sounds the Soldier is making sure make it feel like the Captain is winning.

Until, that is, the Soldier gives an unexpectedly hard yank on the leash and the Captain, admittedly feeling a little drunk (does he know what drunk feels like? This must be it) on the scent and taste of him, is caught off guard by it, and then by the foot in his chest. Every inch he’s shoved back makes it harder to breathe — he gasps as his throat strains against the collar and his arms start to lift, as if to reach out for the Soldier, to drag them back together.

But the Soldier has him at a disadvantage. Two, really, between the collar and his locked-out leg. Now the Captain is off-balance, crouched and panting as his chest heaves beneath the sole of the foot pressed against it, his mouth cherry-red and glistening, his eyes dark and blown. The soft pants he’s wearing do little to hide the way they’re distinctly tented at the front, a little damp. The Captain hadn’t noticed before, previously too intent on his task and then too concerned with pulling air into his lungs to pay much attention to the heat that’s been pooling, slow but steady, below his navel. But now the fabric shifts just so and the zing that shoots through him makes his eyes roll back a little and flutter.

He snaps them open a second later and glances down, almost like he’s got to see with his eyes what he can feel, suddenly and almost overwhelmingly, about his own body. His breath rasps harshly in his throat as his eyes flick back up to the Soldier — snagging first, admittedly, on the hard shaft bobbing in the harsh fluorescent light, thick and flushed. Then they finally crawl up to the other’s eyes.

The Soldier says he’s had enough. The Captain feels like he needs… something, now. Right now. Friction. Hard muscle against the aching parts of him. He’s never needed anything more. He does finally reach up now, grips the Soldier’s calf, straining to keep him at a distance. He doesn’t pull yet, though his muscles tense, ready to twist or yank. He waits to see if the Soldier is going to keep him here. If he needs to take the upper hand. The Captain is not usually patient. It feels like patience is the last thing he wants to exercise now. But it also feels like the only measure of control he has in this situation, and he clings to it, stubbornly, just like he clings to the other’s leg.

“Is that really enough?” he asks, voice hoarse and thin with the collar still constricting his throat. “I could do more.”

What, he’s not sure. But he wants to find out. And there’s no alarm blaring, no bell sounding, no one shouting at them to stand down. Why should they stop, until someone makes them? This test isn’t over yet.
whothehellissteve: (determined)

[personal profile] whothehellissteve 2025-06-04 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
The Captain's throat will surely be bruised, where the skin isn't just plain scraped raw as he strains against the collar. His eyes are sharp, dark, as he watches the Soldier flush, chest heaving, leg straining —

Until the Soldier gives a sharp yank with the metal arm, squirming like a landed fish so that as the Captain's back bows, the bare foot slides down from his solar plexus past his abdominals, his waist, down to his groin.

The strangled, desperate sound the Captain makes is not one any of the handlers watching have heard. They've heard grunts of desperation and anger, growls of frustration, even scoffs of victory. This is something else entirely, a low, grinding, animal sound as the Captain's eyes roll back for just a fraction of a second as pleasure-pain-pleasure courses through him like he's been struck by lightning. It's not like the electricity of the chair, that he knows so well. It's like something else entirely. Hot and sharp and crackling and wild.

It's driving him wild, that feeling, and now his own body twists, the collar digging angry, bloody welts into his skin and he can barely breathe but it doesn't matter because in another instant, the Captain throws himself forward, the Soldier's foot sliding away from his crotch but that's okay because he's wedged the Soldier's other leg between his own, wrapped that offending, bruised foot and leg around his waist, and he's thrown himself up at the Soldier, chest to chest, trapping the other asset's hard, red, wet erection between their stomachs. It's trapped between bare skin, the Captain's shirt half-torn, half-hitched up, the Soldier's in shreds. The Captain's face comes at the Soldier's and knocks it into the side of the shelving, but the move is clumsy and where he could bite or even headbutt, he doesn't. Instead he follows, mashing his sweaty cheek up against the Soldier's flushed temple and arches, rocking his own hardness hard into the muscular thigh between his legs, again and again.

Outside the room, a twitter goes through the handlers. There are snorts and crude jokes and derisive remarks — there have already been plenty, when the Captain's head had buried itself in the Soldier's lap — but now the tide has turned and there are more, as the Captain tries to climb the Soldier like a tree and pin him like a wrestler and hump him like a dog, restless and desperate and not at all sure what he's doing, only he's going to do what feels good, and this feels good. The Soldier between his legs, pressed up against his stomach, breathing hard against his chest, under him, feels good.

Against the Soldier's ear, his breath stutters and pants, still constricted by the collar although it's better now, with less space between them, more slack on the leash. "Put your hand down my pants," he says, an edge to it like a command. He has the upper hand now. And he knows where he wants the Soldier's free one. "Your flesh one."

He doesn't even care if the Soldier won't release the leash. He doesn't need to breathe. He's got the Soldier's thigh pressed up against him but he needs the Soldier's hand on his cock, now.
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[personal profile] whothehellissteve 2025-06-17 02:54 am (UTC)(link)
The Soldier may sound pissed, but he does what the Captain wants, and for a just a minute, that’s all that matters. It doesn’t matter if he’s not trying to be gentle or skilled — what matters is the double assault of gun- and knife-calloused fingers around his cock and the wet heat of a mouth on one aching nipple, a feeling he’d barely noticed until the press of a hot tongue against it brings something that’s both relief and something that feels like the opposite. It’s that hot, crackling, wild energy arcing through him, like his chest and his crotch are the anode and cathode, and the Soldier’s touch is electrifying him in a way the chair never could. This is kind of torture, the Captain thinks, that he would be willing to endure forever.

He lets out a sound that’s half-grunt, half-groan, body arching toward the Soldier’s as he continues to rock, to press. There’s a new war going on in his brain, where deep down he knows he needs to keep the upper hand, stay on top, dominate the Winter Soldier. But at the same time, some blind, untraceable urge is telling him he wants to be under the Soldier. He wants to be on the floor or against the wall and he wants the Soldier to be the one pinning him, because as much as the Captain is enjoying the position he’s in, there’s just something about it that’s not quite right.

This time, when he moves, it’s to snake arms around the Soldier and pull them even tighter chest to chest, heat blooming between them as any sliver of air that might have separated them disappears. It crushes the other asset’s hand against his cock, which is certainly nothing to scoff at, either — the shaft now feels as hard and straining as his nipples, like there’s sparks dancing under his skin, like he’s going to explode like ordnance and he won’t even care. He wants it.

Once the Soldier is firmly in his grip, the Captain rolls them like wrestlers, legs wrapping around the other’s waist as the slide to the side and the hard flood comes up and knocks the air out of him just as the dark shadow of the Soldier’s head, too-long lanky hair hanging down, comes up to blot out the too-bright overhead lights. All the Captain can see are the blue-gray eyes, whittled down to thin rings of color with the pupils blown wide, as he arches his hips up eagerly into the Soldier’s grip, encouraging.

Of course, even as one arms stays tight around the other’s torso, the other snakes down to find the hot, hard length of the Soldier’s cock pressed between them. A large, hot hand takes it up in a firm grip, sliding up and down almost maddeningly slow and steady. The Captain feels like he might fly apart, but this motion is nonetheless utterly calm and controlled. He might have put the Soldier on top, but the Soldier is not in control. This is still where the Captain wants him. And he gets only what the Captain wants to give him. “Keep touching me,” he demands, as if the other could even stop, pinned now with the Captain wrapped around him like he is.
Edited 2025-06-17 02:55 (UTC)
whothehellissteve: (closeup)

[personal profile] whothehellissteve 2025-06-30 03:10 am (UTC)(link)
The Soldier can’t escape, but he can take advantage of his new position to push his hips against the Captain’s grip, clearly unhappy with the pace. The Captain doesn’t laugh — doesn’t even remember how, barely knows it’s a sound he can make, though the handlers certainly do — but there’s a quirk of his lips and a flash in his eyes that only the Soldier can see, so close, hidden from the cameras and the viewing window by the angle of their heads and the fall of the Soldier’s hair. It’s just as well, really. Any expression past determination on either asset’s face would certainly warrant punishment.

He doesn’t have long to enjoy his victory, though, before the Soldier is moving; not struggling to get away, but grabbing at the Captain’s pants with a sharp tearing sound that almost — but not entirely — masks the harsh, hitched gasp the Captain sucks in as the relatively cooler air of the room hits his heated cock, as the Soldier’s rough hand, just the right size, slides back over and down and around his dick and balls, unhindered now by the annoying fabric any longer. It may not be a moan, exactly, but there’s something on the tail end of the sound that must be close enough, because the next thing he knows, there’s chapped lips pressed against his and his head hits the floor with an explosion of sparks behind his eyes — and he likes it. It’s jarring and painful and there’s an almost angry hitch of the Soldier’s hips against his, as the other fights for what he wants and the Captain refuses to give up the upper hand. As the Captain doesn’t laugh again, but radiates a kind of satisfied smugness even as his lips, for just the briefest instant, yield out of something close to surprise.

But not for long. He bites at the Soldier’s lips in retaliation, tearing at the soft flesh and tasting a sharp little burst of copper on his tongue. It won’t bleed much or long, but it’s enough to smear both their lips with blood as the Captain growls into the Soldier’s mouth, writhing under him but never breaking his hold, never moving away far enough to ever risk losing the Soldier’s hand on his cock. He kisses and bites and sucks like he wants to swallow the Soldier whole and never come up for air. He kisses like it’s a contest — everything between them is — but also like it’s a lifeline and he never wants to let go.

The Soldier’s hips smack against his again, clear wanting in them and the Captain tightens his arm around the other asset’s back, a warning. And yet, kissing like this, with the Soldier’s free hand all over him and making him see sparks long after his head should have cleared from that hit, is making him feel… something. It couldn’t exactly be called generosity. Maybe more like curiosity, as the Captain’s eyes open, too close to the Soldier’s, everything out of focus even as everything in his body feels like it is focused, right now, on the aching, straining place between his legs. On what’s building there. On the way he wants the Soldier to feel it too, to react, to give himself over the Captain without pausing in the way he’s giving the Captain what he wants, too.

His legs slide down now from the Soldier’s waist, the Captain stretching out without giving ground, legs sliding along the Soldier’s inner thighs until he’s got the other asset pinned over him by the ankles, grip still as hard as iron. With both of the laid out, the Captain has the advantage again, bucking and arching off the floor while the Soldier should find it harder to keep up that thrusting. At the same time, though, the Captain’s strokes finally, finally speed up along the Soldier’s cock, fingers gliding easily, slick now with all the precome that’s been drooling over them, coating his hand and his belly. He tilts his head enough, shifts just enough for their lips to part and the kiss dissolve into harsh, panting breaths, that his eyes can focus fully on the Soldier’s, now. His gaze bores into them with a focused attention that demands to know if this reward will be appreciated, or if it will be fought. If he ought to keep going, speeding up ever so slightly with every stroke, starting to aim his hand so that their knuckles bump together every few pulls, cocks inches apart, or if he’s going to have to take away this gift again. If the Soldier will fight him on it. Because whatever this is… the Captain has still got to win.